harmony at mind so many poems

Untitled

2011-09-01T22:41:00.000-07:00

whether the weather is cold or warm
your the opposite to me
and if you forgot here I go,
saying words you'll think twice about,
and will you ever learn how you make me feel
because I'm happy to have met you
and I go on and on saying I love you
and you hesitate to believe me
even though in my deepest dept
you make me breath and exhale
till I burst like the blowhole of a whale,
and suddenly I'm on flow with waves
drifting to tides close to the horizon
or even as far as the Mediterranean sea
and crossing many oceans
the Atlantic or Pacific
my heart stays specific
and stays on land with you

and even though i make you feel so down
there's no stopping me from ever trying
to make you smile,
even though I made a mile between us
I'm pretty sure the mileage on my words can make it,
if they don't than I would have to knock on your door
and drop dead to the floor,
darling don't get scared I am just showing you,
that I am dead without you
and lost my sense
and sorry for confusion
for my immoral illusion
of being seduced by your being
by you being the one besides me
when I am in my loneliest hour
can you feel the power in my words?

I guess I am sorry for all the pain
I have ever caused,
and the cold times
I have put you through,
all the tears you have shed
after every fight,
I just want you to know!
you are the light
that guides me through the dark,
even though it sounds cheesy
its one of the easiest way to explain
how I feel about you.

You Cause Bad Habits

2011-08-26T20:51:00.000-07:00

once in a while it comes
than other times it flows away
and the days keeping on coming,
not being able to stop time
you sit inpatient,

and the worst gets the best of you
sitting, being consumed by the worst,
cracking bottles, drinking
and trying to keep on tripping
you keep on sipping it all way.

just how much do you know
assuming and pursuing
a reason that causes a treason,
and making the seasons unbalance
and I take one glance
but here I go to another glass
and end up falling on my ass
I cant pass a drink,

and the worst gets the best of you
sitting, being consumed by the worst,
cracking bottles, drinking
and trying to keep on tripping
you keep on sipping it all way,

if you could figure me out
maybe i would be less insecure
but instead you make me look for a cure
and all I can write is mural,
yes a picture on a wall
that supposedly means a thousands words
and maybe one of my works
would make you understand
and no matter how high I stand
you could never look up at me
because you keep on going on
making me sink like the titanic
how ironic,comparing myself
to something that isn't human
and I try to stay immune but

and the worst gets the best of you
sitting, being consumed by the worst,
cracking bottles drinking
and trying to keep on tripping
you keep on sipping it all way

Remembering

2011-08-01T12:12:00.000-07:00

as the sun goes up every morning
i start learning
that through my actions and words
i make my own set of chords
that play a song from the beginning

were i talked to you
and felt accepted
and had laughters all night long
even though we woke up kind of late
every morning ,

scared to admit how i felt
i dealt with internal silence, soon to melt,
i needed a coat of ice to shield me
but i guess it was thin ice and i had to be me
eventually

than i started seeing you more
and even walked you to your front door
we walked miles on our first date
that i got home kind of late,
but whos to say the person was fare
i walked so much but got to kiss her at times square

and again we got home kind of late
but i love the way we ate together
and as i saw you more i dreamed
about you more that my smile beamed to the sky

and now that your going for a week
i guess the idea has me feeling kind of weak
and i know that a part of me will try to seek
the one thing im missing even know im missing
because more than kissing i kind of like the fact
that i have some one thats worth missing :)

under the moonlight

2011-08-01T12:09:00.000-07:00

if the stars were near
maybe they can hear my wish tonight
and i know id be able to sleep through the night
knowing your alright
and even if your mad at me
here id be

you can dream all night
and awake id be
because your my dream come true
and only few could say
i cant wait for the next day
because there you'd be
and here id be

under the moonlight
i lay tonight
under the stars
i sing this song tonight
singing the song of hope
tonight

and if you knew
how much i need you
and how the silence
causes violence inside my head,
and no med's can calm
or tame the thoughts
that burden my brain,
and like a train wreck
I'm heading off my course
and of course
your the tracks
that keep me on track
and you have become my crack,
and now I'm addicted
to the point of no return
and I'm not turning back
so

under the moonlight
i lay tonight
under the stars
i sing this song tonight
singing the song of hope
tonight

with this said i hope tonight
we could make it right
because tonight
three nights ago
we were fine
and to me
you ll always be
one of kind
and Nicole
your the coal
that keeps this train going...

Art Of Letting Go

2011-04-30T11:27:00.000-07:00

(verse 1)
I remember the day i walked up to you
I saw that little smirk
and with it you made that remark
that spoke for itself,
it made a deaf person want to listen up
now they wish they were blind
so he wouldn't see,
what you have become.

(chorus)
so now I'm lost
between the borders of hate and lust,
and my heart is trapped in time collecting dust,
but why cant my heart just raise its hands up!
and stop repeating the beat that makes me jump,
and i know letting go will get me off this lump!!!

(verse 2)
so come on come on
don't stop believing me
cant you see i mean everything i say,
and everyday
the way i say it had a tone to it
and with it i meant it day after day
but you took me for granted
and i thought i enchanted your life
but than you go along
saying i was the cause of the misery in your LIFE !
so this is how i feel,call it my song

(chorus)x2
so now I'm lost
between the borders of hate and lust,
and my heart is trapped in time collecting dust,
but why cant my heart just raise its hands up!
and stop repeating the beat that makes me jump,
and i know letting go will get me off this lump!!!

(verse 3)
so stop!
just go and get out of here
i don't want you near
any god damn part of me ,
you are no longer a fear
inside of me
you no longer burden any part of me!
i used to fall apart but now
your no longer a part of me
so call this the art of letting you go.

Emphasize ?

2010-10-25T16:17:00.000-07:00

Emphasize ?

Emphasize the mysteries
declaring a war
that burden in my head,
astonishing my main senses
integrating an ungracious
and gruesome manner

A creeping pattern
drives the heart curious
with an aura, do you feel intense ?
all could of waited but it would of said
go wonder far and near , the reaper will glare,
bestowed a gift from time has risen history

and for told of a story
of a boy who with a flare,
ignited an immense feeling for the dead
struggling with a thought, his mind was in defense
but his body reacted on the offense and was furious,
shrouded in the darkness he tried to see with a lantern

but there it unfold, like the god of Saturn
A seed for vegetation bloomed in his head, glorious!
he proclaimed, feeling blood flowing every were cause suspense
and composed the very dead in a row for who’s head was yet to fall ahead
from the rest, he sat and laughed and there he stood far and near for who to dare?
challenge thee, for whom would dare try to stop your gory

DEATH!

your lips

2010-10-23T15:58:00.000-07:00

Intimacy is magnificent,
when the scent of your skin gets to me
my mouth opens wide sliding my lip
up your legs and leaving a shivering thrill,

I gaze into your eyes knowing what to fulfill,
and than I slither my hand onto your hips
as your head bends down to see
and I wish I was significant,

instead I have become the serpent
that tempts, for what is to be
so in your moist joy I sip with my bottom lip
than your eyes close and stay still

changing the course of your heart beat, you feel thrill
moving through out your body like a cruise ship
that rides on top of the waves of the deep sea
my face crawls up your chest like an infant

waiting to be nurtured by your lips.

night after night

2010-10-21T16:42:00.000-07:00

Night after night
I wish on a star
from afar
all light is gone
than when its done
howls break the wind
breaking through our minds
is a line from the night
gripped to tight
than it breaks
but what it makes?
Soon melodies flood the air
turning stars into notes from afar
turning worlds right around
disappearing lights and turning sounds
hitting the skies are natural sparks
engulfing the light is the dark
moving tides, from the ocean
is the moons majestic emotion

look

2010-10-20T14:00:00.000-07:00

I know how it feels to go and come back
I know how it feels to fall down and get back up
I know how it feels to be loved and love back

but did you know i was a drugaddic?
did you know I use to lock myself up in the attic?
did you know I was the cause of my loved ones panic's?

no need to worry, I am sincerely sorry
as long as i am not buried underneath the ground
than i can stand up tall and shout and make a sound

this isn't for me its all of us out there with a problem
we should walk together and solve them
because we shouldn't be left alone

I really

2010-10-20T13:43:00.000-07:00

I don't think I appreciate you enough
and our conversation are getting kind of rough
or maybe my defense is to tough
but I love you,
how are you able to to love some one
who isn't stable, and you always forgive me day after day
you say were meant to be
so I kept you in a special place inside of me
in the depths of my heart
you enjoy me like art, and call me a master piece
so you took a part of my heart
and if you and I would fall apart
maybe us was to sudden of a start
please don't give up on me
i want you to stay because
tomorrow is another day.

forgotten poet

2010-07-07T11:18:00.000-07:00

my mind trys to make key points. but shrouded in mist im blinded, my heart beat has ceaseed to make a rhytm, yet i continue to move as a melody,

that super hero

2010-05-03T11:17:00.000-07:00

In your darkest hours
i would use all my powers
to be the super hero
to save you from it all,

i know im just a zero
but i would be the heater
to heat you
through the cold,

no matter
the outcome
i would never fold
i will always be,

the one
you could always hold
if you only knew
i sold it all

just to be with you?

let me feel

2010-05-03T11:15:00.000-07:00

Let me feel guidance from above
so I could feel love,

Let me sit and meditate
while my soul gravitates,

let me use my imagination
in my times of desperation,

let me dream in my days
that wake in nightmares,

let me have faith
when I say for god's sake,

Let me enjoy a birthday
before I go and die,

let me have a belief
instead of saying what a relief,

let me be away from drama
instead of living in trauma,

let me be positive
instead of negative,

cause despite let me
let us?

we have become infants

2010-02-03T20:11:00.000-08:00

as soon as I got out of the dark there was a light
but frightened by this light I closed my eyes,
remained and maintained close to her for I did not know
what I was or were I was ,I cried
then I tried and tried until I felt more floor
then walked further more to know more,

I finally came to realize the illuminating light,
for above my head it lied but for my eyes
all around was clear but for later above did not know
despite that I always smiled back with delight and pride
for nature was outside my door
and I could simply adore

but soon I came to know of enlightenment
and was stuck inside to question
and only to give an answer,
for I did not know of a saint
only of a Satan,who lurked outside
for I shall stay inside knowing I would be safe

knowing my ailment
I did not bother asking a question
for I knew an answer
for if there was a saint
I shall pray as others do,inside
knowing if I do as others I would be safe

but how can I move without movement?
if in one spot I not question?
for I knew one answer?
do I accept and not further give a complaint
for I shall follow one direction of a ride
am I not safe knowing I'm more still than I was infant?

you are my spring

2010-01-31T20:46:00.000-08:00

were is my spring
that blooms a rainbow
my dear tulip's
do you need a yellow bulb
or will you wait for it to bow?
because the sun is not willing to bring,

why wont it come to melt away my winters
it is to cold inside
I want it to be warm again
because its to cold to feel vain
but why is spring far from sight?
winter has left to many splinters

no matter how elegant the snow looks
it hides a meaning
why are my tulip's buried I ask,
why wont you come and do your task?
I am sick of leaning
by my window reading the same books?

when you walk in,look above
it shines like spring you see?
you make the winter melt away
if you only knew how I miss you every day
I am always happy with what you bring me
lots of love

I love you.

why must i cry?

2010-01-31T20:15:00.000-08:00

why must I show
how you feel?
why must i hide slow
so you can be?

why do I need you to live?
why can't I just take you out?
why do you flow your tears all in me?
why do I cry for you?

-I am sorry for my cries
but is it vein to?
I can try to stop my cries
but I can't leave for i am rooted with vain's

I try not to burst really I do
maybe you should just be in my place
absorbing what others do
maybe you should empty my space-

how?
-you know how-
I really have no clue
-there in your eyes stuck like glue-

-let them loose please
let them flow the stains you feel inside
and let your self feel relief and ease
please let me show how it is inside,-

my throat is getting dry
but my eyes are getting wet
-this is no blur you want to cry
this is no lie i can bet...

when your done you will feel free again-
my thanks as I stutter I have rendered weak
once again
I let go of the weak.

fallen love

2010-01-31T19:48:00.000-08:00

time goes by
and it can’t be stopped
you’re a fool to pause
oh what’s the cause?

just sit by and wait
what’s yet to come?
fallen love yet to fall in love
not to fall and fail

please just wait
I know faith is being slow
shoveling through snow,
but when tomorrow comes its now

just don’t be afraid
just shout hurray
and we will both yell yay
in the sight of day.

ember

2010-01-31T19:44:00.000-08:00

I stand out side
while the ember burns away
to inhale my very life away
if only pain could go away
I think I'd stay ,to see that very day

but I stand out side
envying the stars
how there so far
from harm
yet I am so close to harm

why is harm by my side?
Why can’t I be in another world
or hear different words
why do we hurt one another
this is my biggest bother

alone like a stone

2010-01-28T15:02:00.000-08:00

mister,mister I knew you for a few years now
and you were never the one to break a tear,
but now
i notice that you fear,

-so look into my eyes
and see what I hide,
no one ever heard my cries
but now I am tired,

so leave and turn around
so I may disappear till next gaze
and wake up when you sound,
I mean i see you every day-

even trapped in glass,
I don't know myself
I am just a waste of mass
like a dust bunny on a shelf,

I turn to -gasp-
and realize I am all alone
once again i collapse
left to sit like a stone,

I have no one to relay on,
not even myself.

a storm in my eyes

2010-01-27T22:41:00.000-08:00

Its pretty cloudy today
but the storm is my eyes,
it feels like only yesterday
the light was shining through my eyes,
now all I see is a blur of gray
as the two clouds hear there own cries,

a rumbling thunder
tearing my vessels with in
making me wonder,
why the ice I'm standing on is oh so thin
am I just gonna go under?
is this my fin?

I'm just gonna let it rain
let it all out,every last drop,
all out of my veins even with the pain
I would never stop
because I'm in desperation to gain
what has once non-stop

sunshine...
but now
when the rain and sun intertwine
I will see a rainbow
a strobe of colors to help me define,
the color of my eyes now,

because they have been cloudy for to long.

i love you,under the covers

2010-01-26T18:39:00.000-08:00

what are you doing under your covers?

I am on an adventure were i am on a ship

really what did you discover?

that I am a pirate with a broken hip

well we can make our own adventure under there

really? and were would we go?can we go to never land?

yes and we never would have to come back,ever

you make time look less than sand.

how so?

your making me feel magical like a wand

do you want me to go?

no silly take me to never land
okay so?

-get under the covers.
and make me see the colors
of a different world-

-hehe okay, i hope you know i love you
and i want to make you recover
all the happiness you lost in this world-

i love you

i love you

i can i could i cant

2010-01-02T01:56:00.000-08:00

i can have countless girls after you
i can never be faithful to anyone else again
i can no longer feel what is meant by loved

i could always think of the past
i could always remember the memories we had
i could always love you

i cant forget us nor you
i cant stop regretting my mistake
i guess i cant stop loving you.

eternity until your return

2009-12-12T12:34:00.000-08:00

Why was it shy to begin with
when it couldn't find a way to hide,
i knew it was growing inside
like a plant that needed no sunlight
only the ecstasy of your being...

blossoming into a heavenly delight
that extended past the outskirts of heaven,
divine in its own way-but determined to find a way
to explain what it meant
all it could say was I love you...

not sure if that was enough
in time it would feel more pure,
than any crystal lake,
yet more immortal than any wooden stake through the heart,
it would start to form a part of me...

that wants to be with you every waking moment,
even asleep,
in my dreams I could not break a tear,
knowing you were here,
my only fear is your leaving...

knowing I would be enslaved by your vanishing,
i would be wishing on every star,
for an eternity until your return.

as a whole

2009-12-12T12:21:00.000-08:00

Its hard to believe what we see on t.v now a day,
how we can actually relive what we see on the screen,
has it become more than family bonding,
or is it more like a mirror
that reflects our actions,

have you realized on the news,
how day after day there's
few and fewer good news,
is bad news gonna rule 
I rather not let it

as my throat is getting dry
the only voice are these words,
it is cruel to ignore this knowing I'm a kid,
sixteen at age but seen enough as an adult,
I'm not saying its our fault as a race,

but we must face it as a whole.

Bethany

2009-11-08T20:49:00.001-08:00

I can no longer hide
what I found
hard to believe
how much I spent wondering...

if you only knew babe
how soon I came to realize
how I felt about you Beth...
you are the there I wanna be with,

i was once the lonely flower
in the middle of the meadow,
with the petals facing down
slowly roting inside,

only to retreat to the outside
where out there,
you would lurk
i know I sound like a dork...

but I love you Beth :-)

where to go?

2009-11-08T20:45:00.002-08:00

I can't rest
with the pain inside my chest,
as blood stains dressed my skin
while veins test my pulse,

how the rain,as if I was blessed
showering above my face
only to reveal a different facade,
soon to be shattered like a bottle,

only left to wonder in the corner
how if my inside is like my outside
then despite both,
I have no where

left to go.

snow flake

2009-11-08T20:45:00.001-08:00

I'm the snow flake
that slowly falls for you,
landing on your skin
only to melt into your pores,
relieving you from the sores
that burden your soul,

resting upon your self being
i can't help but to feel so cold
with out you by my side,
struggling through a blizzard
that almost feels impossible to walk through,
as if I was walking through tar

i just wanna be the elegant white
that covers the falls burden,
to set on you
like a blanket
and keep you warm,
how could I freeze with you there,

I'm the first snow flake
that falls over your head,
turning the cold showers
once over your head,
to this warm blizzard.

energy

2009-10-20T09:43:00.001-07:00

How could I have,
a rational thought
when I feel potential,
only essential

the mentality
if this reality,
that has struck
and erupt,

besides the urge
inside of me,
the energy
unleashed In me,

soon to be
full potential.

--demonicdevidom

Death

2009-10-17T19:37:00.001-07:00

with death there's no breathing,
with no breathing there is no living,
with no living there's no life,
with no life there's no strife.
--demonicdevidom

Random fs

2009-10-15T21:34:00.001-07:00

All I can say
Is ill walk in the clear of day
And bomb you like the E-nola gay
Take it past the bay
As I smoke the jays
I do x rays
And lay m.cs
And make them stay
What can I say
Im brighter that the day
Only thing I can say
Is how I get paid
For laying rhymes
How My time is here to stay
This is no play
Its insane
How many try the same
But there just lame
So lay on the floor
Or hit the door bro
--demonicdevidom

Days with you

2009-10-12T19:58:00.001-07:00

With you today
I pray its true,

with you tomorrow
my sorrows are done,

with you next week
I leak the tears,

with you next month
Im still fond of you,

with you next year
I fear to lose you everyday,

with you next decade
I will dedicate my life to you,

with you next century
we will make history

with you next life time
we will intertwine again,

And never again
forget the days we spent.

--demonicdevidom

Phew

2009-10-12T19:53:00.000-07:00

I never knew
what phew meant to be,
till today
i would say,
it brought relief
to my life,
one belief
inside my thoughts,
brought the air
that I breath,
and the joy
I enjoy
with you.

--demonicdevidom

Where did I go wrong?

2009-10-12T19:30:00.001-07:00

Where did I go wrong
I lost my faith,
who's to blame
you or me,

who's to say
what's done is done,
should I be gone
or should I bond,

with the pain
you brought in me,
how should I face it
with my thoughts?

how you sought
to find me,
how you polish the bullet
to demolish my heart with,

but what hurt
the most
was your sorry,
would I not worry

if you did it again?
--demonicdevidom

Art to be

2009-10-12T19:02:00.001-07:00

Art is a part of me,
when you take me apart
art is the only part
left of me,

so before I start
to compose my art,
let me tell you its the start
of your end.
--demonicdevidom

Far from lost

2009-10-10T22:52:00.001-07:00

Although it seems,
like its been a few years
we both still hear
the tears set upon the one fear,

there will be no reason
to keep speaking to me,
for you to breath in front of me
Is to have faith in your enemy,

underneath it all
your nothing more than dirt,
how you belong
beneath the earth,

without a heart,
you stand behind the bars
screaming to the stars
to make one wish

to wish this war
far from lost.

Crumbling man

2009-10-10T21:20:00.000-07:00

nothing else matters,
my insides are decomposing
besides the exposing
of the feelings
unleashed in me

how a leach
has attached upon me,
reducing my every drop of blood,
until im left drowsy
tripping over faith

I can set forth
a portrait,
on this empty wall
left to crumble and fall
if only I can stall

the burden
you set upon
my self being,
I'd be a happier
man

hold me with your eyes

2009-10-05T14:00:00.000-07:00

when you hold me
you fold me like
a deck of cards,

how you shuffle
and stuff my mind
with thoughts of you,

how you brought the warmth
into my heart,and probably
the only one on earth for me,

how the smoothness of your skin
soothes my soul,and calms the nerves
inside of me,

how your lips make me collapse
to the floor,and make me realize
there is one door to happiness,

how without you i would die,
because in front of your eyes
i could never cry,

but nothing less you make me feel
beyond the skies.

cowards love

2009-10-05T13:50:00.000-07:00

i don't have the soul to confront you
nor the feet to stand up to you
neither do i have the guts
to put a stop to it,

i don't have the words to say
whats wrong
nor do i pray
for a better day,

but what can i say?
as long as the sun rays
shine upon the earth,
and heat my skin

till it reaches my heart
then there is little hope
to bring forth a new love
you.

2009-10-02T08:13:00.000-07:00

when I'm zoned out
the leafs are leaving
the trees are sneezing
the stones are stoned
the world is a word
called living,

but am i leaving,
running from it all
is this a tale
of how I'll fail
if i continue this road.

eternal rest

2009-10-02T07:59:00.000-07:00

when it rains,
its like,
the clouds veins have broken loose
to take a snooze beyond the clouds,
for ever more an eternal rest.

Dawn to me

2009-09-29T20:43:00.000-07:00

how im so fond of dawn
the bond night and light have when intertwined
makes you wanna rewind the twilight
the only sight that makes night end right,
the long fight to retrieve the light
and make night finally leave
starts with dawn,
how my eyes begin to be drawn to the sky
and my dyed hair beginning to shine
knowing how I tried to witness the beauty of dawn,feeling lied to dawn
quickly moves as if it never happened,but the rest of the day I pray to
see the divine rays that illuminated my morning,once again I can't wait
for the boring night so I can sleep and wake up to the deep feeling I
feel for dawn.

Dawn

2009-09-29T20:21:00.001-07:00

How can we harness a new beginning?
to set free the darkness all around us
and make time pass by,
to start fresh and extinguish the darkness,
that can be distinguished inside and outside,
but from another point of view
the center of the solar system
that has a polar affect on me,
like a polar bear stuck on cold pole
I strife to get out of this cold hole,
cause even my soul hungers for warmness,
Oh how the rays from the center star
make everything harmless,
knowing the wars of the darkness
are far from the new seclusion,
in conclusion if I was on a farm I'd know harm
would be gone,
when the roosters voice would have one choice to bring rejoice and
destroy the silence,as the noise betrays darkness I knew it was dawn.

death through love

2009-09-28T15:33:00.000-07:00

Can we evaluate how our love escalated,
than dropped like a roller coaster,
stuck to a wall like a poster and fell of
like a leaf in the fall,like a glass of water falling of the edge of the table,I feel close to shattering and laying in a million pieces on the floor-

As the tables turned against me,
seems like you wanted to be the reaper,
and tried to sink this pain in deeper how I tried to seek her,and only found a faker,that would drown me in a lake and made me realize how it was all fake,it wasn't fair that you never cared-

You were my air,how you took my breath away and left me on the floor,like I had a asthma attack a vicious attack,that made my heart beat lack,as if it was about to halt,it was all your fault but fuck it might as well be mine,to think we were right-

I feel like touching the light now,when your sight is in front of me my days are darker than the night,if hatred was a light than I'd be brighter than the sun,if your done with your fun take the gun,and shoot me a thousand times,and let the hounds of hell eat my soul,cause I feel so foul.

9-11 poem

2009-09-10T19:26:00.000-07:00

The terror terrorism
spread, read all over
there is no criticism
it was a wrong doing,
insanity spread like ivy,
the thrive for hope,
how it rained ashes
that drained lives away,
for the ones who went fare well
the ones we cared for
we are not scared,-
what was once sacred in
In our hearts will forever
stand in the facade of the
memory that can't be shattered,
like water we must keep pure
and defeat this war of sadness
with happiness,cause our lives are
far from gone-
because we never stand alone.

Invisible

2009-09-07T20:37:00.001-07:00

As white as a sheet
I walk in this street like a ghost
that doesn't know were to post,
and the sight of my
existence is vanishing
into the dark night,
drifting into the air
It isn't fair that
a pair of eyes,
won't set on me
why was I meant
to be like this,
now I feel invisible
Im unreliable I wish
I was able to be visible,
to only you instead
of these phonies
your the only air,
for me

Song im working on

2009-09-04T18:53:00.001-07:00

Ooh Your my only desire set my soul on fire make my world more brighter
ooh you make me feel more righter make the darkness seem lighter

Lamontayes poem

2009-09-03T18:02:00.001-07:00

I want you a lot
right now
this one night
only me and you
so you can
feel so right
with the sight
of the moonlight
upon our flesh
to replenish
our faith in love
for one another
there's no one
other than you
for me

Been there for this love by dominick pedro (demonicdevidom)and marc(camotiger44)

2009-08-29T21:48:00.001-07:00

Been There Done That Nothing but hell and back

As I walked through it I fell to the ground
My mind spins round

Silently waitly for that sign to come

I can't help but to glare and stare

Feeling like ive been everywhere

And some how im no were near you

So then I say Been there done that Ive been through hell and back

Walking in the lonely tracks of my past,that went by so fast,you left a
shank in my heart why is this...why is this

You just leave me speechless
Without my mind and At night your why i cry

When your voice breaches inside of me,oh what a rejoice your the only
choice id make this one night
With the sight of the moonlight upon our souls

So i say Been there done that nothing but hell and back and I don't
wanna leave you
I don't wanna leave you

Its because im crazy for your love,your lips,your face,your eyes like
the sea,your smile why do ilove you so

I just really wanna know
I just really want to know
Every night your all i think about ur everywhere but yet im nowhere
near

This fear inside of me without you,so delcate id cry for more ,we were a
dream made to be,only you and me,this one night,is a feeling so right

And when we wake up in the day you are my everything and i just stand
there with nothing to say

Just to pay attention to every waking moment we share together,how our
flare,that shines through it all has us standing tall

With nothing making us fall together we can do it all oh do it all

Hey yeah....maybe we need to stay and more than silence,we need to
enhance,the chance of happiness,enough with the sadness,I might need you
to make the first stand

Just man oh man I cant understand How everything is so right but so so
wrong I cant do this without you
Standing face to face,how you make my heart race,I can't help but to
trace your lips,and hold me tonight,we will be alright cause tonight I
don't want to live hell.but I can't help but to say

how ur my everything what i live for what i stand for and what i sayyy
ay ay ay what i say ay ay ay

And never awake,would I picture finding you today,a brighter day to say
,I love you and you make me sore like a dove and to take you on the top
of the sky where we never say bye and the love that would never die!!!

oh oh oh never diee you are all minee And anyone who is in our way well
fly by them like any other day

And how!!I would never bother for no one other than you,cause our love
is divinity that reaches past infinity,

And nothing can stop us now stop us now
Just wait and see how much you mean to me
We are so meant to bee

You bring relief into my life,I strife no more for a belief,you make my
heart beat a melody,and you are the remedy to my unhappiness,you mean so
much to me eyeah eyeah

You mean so much to mee

Eyeah eyeah eyeahhehehe

Love

2009-08-29T13:40:00.001-07:00

Love is like blood
that flows in my body
going through every vein
strait to my heart
were every beat is your

Love

May be its a miracle

2009-08-26T08:42:00.001-07:00

Maybe its a miracle,
how we've come to be,
a dream made to be,
only you and me,
the purest of love,
sent from above,
we say its alright,
but we're more than right,
down upon my knees,
to witness your beauty,
I never mind to love you,
but I need to find a way,
before my my heart goes blind,
with out you by my side....

Please don't say bye

2009-08-20T19:51:00.000-07:00

I stepped on the sky,
Where wind blows by,
As slowly,As time goes by,
I can hear a fly,whisper by

But never expected to hear,A bye,
That could,Make me die inside,
To see my own,Funeral before me,
What a fear,That made me tremble,

Now trembling like,An unstable note,
Sitting on this table,I can't help to gasp,
And say all the things,You are,We went so far,
Neither you,Nor I,Can describe the pain,

Inside, I want to feel relief,To have one belief,
The belief,That you wouldn't leave,If you only, Knew,what you mean to
me,Bring the feeling back,So you can,..........Bring life in me again.

This post is for you

2009-08-19T20:17:00.001-07:00

Abandoned and condemned,
I stand alone,
In the shallow woods,
Starved with no food,
All I needed was you,
But I knew it was to good,
To be true,
How could you,
do this to me,
after all,
We have been through,
was it enough,
I guess not,
that's why my life is so rough,
Its hard to be tough,
when you lost it all,
This post is for you....

Night is right

2009-08-16T21:37:00.001-07:00

In the night.
I thrive for you.
When the stars shine down.
Upon our souls.

Time becomes a broken glass.
That can provoke a lot of things.
Tonight is all I need.
To make you feel so right

With the sight of the moonlight.
That lights over us.
And makes our love seem so bright.
I know its right to say.

I love you my dearest.
When you rest on my chest.
You can hear the beat of my heart.
Beating a rhythm that,would never
..............tear us apart................

Loneliness now happiness

2009-08-15T22:17:00.001-07:00

Id die,to kiss you.
To tie lips,like a knot.
And to,never let loose.
To never,let you go.
And let,time flow,so slow.
To never,go down.
Only drown,in your arms.
That I'd,Never deny.
Your arms,That make.
All harm,go away.
and to stay,with only you.
Never alone,again,you drained,
My loneliness,now I live.
Happiness.

So soon you came

2009-08-15T21:08:00.001-07:00

To run and hide.
And never come back.
Do I lack the strength.
Of this,so sure to come.
I can see it now.
In your eyes,lost.
For an eternity.
Close,to divinity.
You make me feel.
Is this real,how I feel.
So sealed,waiting for you.
To unseal me,I know now.
Your a dream,come true.
So soon you came.
Now I feel bloomed.

Strive for life

2009-08-15T20:52:00.001-07:00

Iv been living the life.
A written dream.
pursued by many men.
sent to the battle field.
at an early age.
how I developed this rage.
towards all of man kind.
I tried to find a reason.
for this treason but.
as the seasons went by.
I gave up,laid a tomb stone.
Now in my grave.
I strive to live again.

One love

2009-08-12T20:27:00.001-07:00

One chance.
That's all I ask.
One dance.
This one night.
One romance.
I want to share.
One glance.
That's has me smiling.
One lance.
Across my heart.
One love.
I want to share.
One person.
Id want to love.
One thing.
To do now.
One saying.
For you I love you.

So persistent to exist

2009-08-11T19:50:00.001-07:00

Now life has.
made us persistent.
To exist for one.
Another no one.
Other than you.
Can make me,
Feel this way.
The only way.
To see things.
Through a.
New view.
Only a few.
Experience this.
True love.

The instinct that's so instant

2009-08-11T19:49:00.001-07:00

Since the very instant.
It was instinct.
The distinct feeling.
For instance.
For one chance.
At this romance.
Your glance.
That threw a lance.
At my heart, in advance.
The beat that dances.
And with the sense.
Of the intense feeling.
I feel for you.
Unexpected.
What you did.
To my heart.

face to face

2009-08-08T21:21:00.001-07:00

Face to face.
You make my heart pace.
Down on my knees.
You make me feel so weak.
In your arms.
I feel so warm.
In your eyes.
I am so lost.
Holding your hands.
Is like holding a magic wand.
Whispering in my ear.
Makes my eyes glisten.
Laying on your chest.
You make the pests go away.
Stroking your hair.
Is it fair to love you so.

Shells poem

2009-08-08T20:38:00.001-07:00

Every second.
That we talk now.
We build a bond.
That can't be reckoned.
Recorded in my mind.
Shelly you are one of a kind.
When you call me.
I fall to the ground.
The sound of your voice.
That makes me rejoice.
And the sight of your face.
That makes my heart pace.
With the right smile.
The sight of my day.
Is pretty bright.

With low self esteem

2009-08-06T23:12:00.001-07:00

With this low self esteem.
I can't seem to love.
Would you help me redeem.
My dream of love.
The gleam in your eyes.
That like cream so gentle.
With the theme of sweetness.
For you id travel upstream.
And scream your.
Supreme beauty.
That makes my body steam.
You strike me like a beam.
And make me scream.
This is extreme love.

This attraction

2009-08-05T23:08:00.000-07:00

This attraction.
That has me.
With no reaction.
How do I react.
To your skin.
So soft and warm.
Driving my hands.
Gently onto your.
skin now.
With no fin.
To get in you.
And feel the pressure.
That you know is pure.
Im sure we can go far.
Above the stars now.
You know this love.

I don't want you anymore

2009-08-04T22:14:00.001-07:00

I don't know you anymore.
Do you need me anymore?
Do you want to see me ever again?
I never felt so alone.
Don't say another word.
Your just a burden in my life.
We can't go any further.
Cause it would just hurt more.
You toured me in circles.
Its obvious we are no more.
And how we know its over.
There is no love anymore.
I want to live more.
And end with you.
And say its finally over

Why do we fight?

2009-08-04T21:43:00.001-07:00

One more night.
Please lets try not to fight.
I know it isn't right.
to keep living like this.
The sight of tears.
So let me make it right.
And hold me tight.
Our love is so bright.
And it feels so right.
So lets end the fights.
This one night.
And leave it behind tonight.
Because our love is so right.

Now

2009-08-04T21:13:00.001-07:00

Hold me tonight.
And fold me back now.
Lay on top and say now.
You never want to stop now.
Drop does words I wanna hear now.
The tear that drips down your face now.
Slipping my hand on to your face now.
tracing your lip,that you know I hunger for now.
The gentleness of your skin that I feel now.
The tenderness of your look now.
You render me now.
And I think I love you now.
How its me and you now.
This moment is for us now.
I love you more than ever now.

Children of the same humanity

2009-08-02T10:48:00.001-07:00

Children of.
The same humanity.
What is normality.
A mentality.
Or A reality.
With brutality.
A fatality.
That in actuality.
Has become immorality.
An abnormality.
Imagine the vitality.
Not knowing reality.
In rationality.
The thought of equality.
We are children of humanity.
And must face reality.

when your lonly

2009-07-09T18:08:00.000-07:00

when your lonly.
ill be your mr independent.
the one you can depend on.
the one that can blend into.
your everyday trends.
the one that will lead you.
into a more pleadable life.
cause you know its reasonable.
that this season.
ill bring the breeze.
the only reason.
to love me

From this range

2009-07-08T08:43:00.001-07:00

From this range.
I feel strange.
What a change.
A new page.
In my new age.
Like a sage.
The spell you cast.
Forecasts love.
That like a dove.
My love is on the move.
Always above.
This is true.
How I stayed a prude.
For you.

Unbelyrical amigos (me,j.v,and luis)

2009-07-08T07:07:00.001-07:00

(J.v)
Allow me to lace you with this beautiful graceful rap I spitz the crack
pedro show em where its at
(Me)
Its up on this rack this is gona start off with this track so prepare to
get recked mother fuckers see even we can hit and take it to another
limit so permit me to continue it just for another minute and show you
how to rep it so step it while j.v poses and composes
Here he goes.....
(J.v)
My flows is chosen for exposin ur weak style that im disposin im
proposin u and ur crew should take chill pills till ur overdosin cause
there's no chance u can last in a lyrical dance wit da spiritual,
mystical, unbelyrical, individual ill put a hole in you wit a slick one
two yo dom show em wat u can do
(Me)
Ight cause everyone one knows that this flow is tight,so nikkas gonna
put up a fight then show up,ima put you on the spotlight,im just doing
my thang,showing up gang banging it,till your left hanging,so stop
gagging,shawtys hault it aint a players fault,started off with
inspiration,now im spiritual,reach to my dimension,ima leave this
impression j.v show em how to rep it.....
(J.v)
Ima show em where the gat is at as I cock back the mac and grab the scat
and attack the track that's y they lean back like fat joe ill caress ur
hoe have her stuntin like a fashion sho u frontin bro I kno u can't go
toe to toe with da one da only more swag then kobe and yes im da bomb yo
dom tell why u bag all they moms
(Me)These moms want some,I can't deny this reflection,such a great
election to tere eraction treat me like a fraction when they want tere
action now they want my caption when they know im captain so you can't
tap what I tap so back to your shack before I make you crack cause im so
fast make all of you past a track star haha im a mother fucking track
sun the shawtys love my fun cause they all up on it a treat to make them
break all up on my steak like some spring break so fuzz tell what's the
fuss on this new buzz
(J.v)
Im the buzz around town u already kno how I gets down ill turn ur smile
upside down im so serious ill wipe the smile off a clown dial up the
doctors there's a punk on the ground he wasn't ready for my steady
surround sound so understand this me and dom jus some latin lyracist
smokin magnificent piff and if u disagree I insist u catch a fist leave
u black and blue like crips no team alive can do it like this its never
endin im always reppin dom get em
(Me)
Feeling the creed and the greed in these souls we carry on the the sins
to ya niggas fin so don't get hurt by our words that burn and make you
turn so get up on your bike and honk your horns before me like a rose
hurt you with my thorns before I make you dwell in my hell for all of
you who fell to these latinos los patrones so this is a rap and I
don't mind if ya niggas gasp cause we just grasped what ya niggas lost
so don't make afuss cause me and fuzz know who calls the shots cause our
motha fucking rymes are so hot niggas wana top but ya niggas get
dropped
(J.v)
I never sweat it im sure u will never forget it but don't let that get u
wetted u jus pathetic u gunna need a medic after I finish u its not
personal man its traditional I kno u wishin dude but it won't work im
rid of you im dismissin u leave in a state of critical condition the
competition is dishin nuttin but repetition meanwhile I flash the smile
I
style get used to it we gunna be around for a while doin what we gotta
do bringin death and pain to a theater near u im a soul stealer rap
dealer weapon slinger death bringer da best rap singer chain blinger to
ever grace a peace of paper yo dom address all the haters
(Me)
So hit the showers we the main attraction what a track with our
reactions singing it and bringing it to the ring we the main event so
don't try to prevent we are the vets so we set the bets that you aint
got shit so run before I pull my gun and make this shit some fun and
take ya hun cause she want a man that's got the right pants and the
right plants so im lance and make you glance cause when I go in you know
you going straith through the floor so tere is the door you already
know
(Luis)
This is real lyracism, the way i cause shisms, they call it terrorism,
but it isnt, its more like when i come up in it, theres no one that can
match my limit, you'll reach my nirvana, when i swing my mic katana,
show u the styles that bagged ya momma, til you say papi para, its kinda
like assasins creed, when i snatch ur seed, and let the blade caress em
til they faces bleed, my mind leave verbal land mines, of my designs, so
watch ur kids, they might be mines, i bust ya 8, wit fuzz da great, dont
imitate, i know u hate, thats y, my rhymes, levitate, dont wanna battle,
u wanna tattle, just skidaddle, before i leave ur faces rattled, im
droppin bombs, so just stay calm, or i'll respond, along wit demonic
dom
(Me)
Who's straith up on the mic,starting with my g,which has niggas saying
o.d. So don't reply when I apply, cause you already know we so fly,ya
son dro representing my nigga from d.r,cause You already know when I
make up my entrance that im already enhancing so take it like lance and
start dancing this shit is fancy so why so dreadful when you should be
so grateful like the last supper you should be a hopper and get off my
chopper cause you already know my shit is like art so smart and your
shit is like fart so bad So my nigga velez tell what's on the j.v cause
like t.v this nigga is gona show
(J.v)
I'll tell u wats on ... me I ryme so care free so carefully choose ur
words g it could be da last u speak u feel me? I mean really I could see
it so vivid and clearly ur nowhere near me so hear me stear clear of me
on the streets cause im quick to start beef and unleash the beast
underneath leave u under sheets six feet deep let ur family weep they
missin u but I don't give a fuk im da el diablo so make way and pray u
don't stand face to face wit dr hidalgo
(Luis)
my title starts with DR, the way i take you to ER, even if you know CPR,
it wont save you from what we R , i dont got any venarials yet, im on
the ground and an aerial threat, u think i wont come to your area? bet,
gimmie a couple seconds, let me get the weapons, the shit im lettin, off
is never takin second, place, dont ever say my name to save face, or you
when you go to say grace, you ask can i survive this great chase, and
even god will tell you no, he'll ask you are you slow, i make miracles
but this here is a no go, are you insane, im never givin up my reign,
but u better give up that chain, unless u dont think life's worth livin,
these fists hurt worse than birth givin, yes im egotistical, you could
even call me linguistical, the way i speak more tongues than mystical,
no this shit aint fictional, you'd do better napping cuz rapping is what
i bless well, you're slow like dial up connection and your girl now got
DSL
(Me)
Cause ima make you take,the ESL,so please don't try to tease,just
b.r.b,like rabbits my habbits,is to multiply,my multi trend,that make
the shawtys bend,cause my shit is a blend,make you shed,you know you
don't get head,so ima lead,make niggas wana read,the dick to narry,to
show em how to carry,cause ya all a bunch of fairys,that need to
hurry,before I make this blurry,so head on to my ghetto,cause you know
im retro,you can't afford the metro,so tell them j.v why you so
hetro.....
(J.v)
Ok so let me get this straight u wanna battle? u not ready ill put u on
my dinner plate like cattle, as I dismantle ur style, my profile is to
wild leave u stuck to da floor like a tile, u's a silly nigga, ima billy
the kid type nigga quick to pull the trigga, im a winner plain and
simple, leavin holes in ur body like a dimple, fuck around wit me leave
da scene a cripple, im da dean of mean ill steam ur team wit heavy
hittin machines, ima diabolical bein, so step up im feelin frisky
tonight, me dro and luis is jus fiendin to fight, hit da deck if we on
sight or we might havta take ur sight and ignite ur family leavin em in
shelters like a canopy, u understandin me? I don't wanna have to leave u
bleeding b so ima leave it to a fukin g
(Luis)
ya mans better watch da way they acts, b4 they find a ax, up in they
backs, the man is aero, dont fuck around up in ya neck you'll find a
fuckin arrow, dont try to box, b4 u wind up in a box, wit locks, and
rocks on top, choke out ur heir, til he aint got no air, dont even think
when ur not allowed, i'll tear ur lips off for what you mightve said
aloud, youre gonna drop from your suicide ascent, thats what you get for
tryina get fly without my assent, take 100 mother fuckers in 1 line,
subtract 85 niggas taken out at 1 time, 15 together dont get along well
u see, divide by 5, you got me, Pedro and my nigga j.v
(Me)
So watch us get this merit,that we inherit,so let us bare it,how we pair
verses,into Contraverses,so watch our sanity,that flows like
vanity,cause you know our reality,is straight up brutality,titanium
rhymes,that flow like lithium batteries,always on the go,when I spread
my flow,you already know,my swag,has you dragging,cause you know my
flagging,is straight up banging,your such a gag,when I use you as a
rag,so why bother,cause you can't go any further we the mother fucking
trio that got ya niggas saying prayers in the street lights cause this
fight is done.

The that

2009-07-08T07:04:00.001-07:00

The sky.
That never says bye.
The sun.
That makes day fun.
The moon.
That makes day come soon
The love for you.
That never ends.
The person.
That makes me feel like this.
The you.
That makes my soul bloom.
The one I want.
That be only you.

Well its love

2009-07-08T07:00:00.001-07:00

Now I was the one.
Who made someone.
Fall for me.
Against the wall.
She makes me pale.
Yet I don't want to fail.
But to tell her.
How I fell for her.
This feeling.
I want to tell.
That makes me.
Feel so swell.
Well its love.

Stunt remix featuring eli

2009-07-06T18:52:00.001-07:00

When I roll up this blunt you already know that I stunt,im such a badass
punk your chick think im a hunk,im like the big bad wolf when I huff and
I puff and blow your flow down u shud kno now that your to slow for
wow,u shud brng it down a noch, nd homie stop grabbn ur crotch lyk u a
big boy u dnt make noise, so go 2 ya corna, cuz wen I battle u dey calld
it slaugter, don't get caught up in bunch ill leave you with a hunch,
lookn lyk quazzy mottto u homo, go lay on the couch and take a lil nap
cuz now u out lyk we was playn taps, cuz da verses I spit will hav u
feeln constapated lyk u takn a shyt

Stunt

2009-07-06T18:51:00.001-07:00

When I roll up this blunt you already know that I stunt,im such a bad
ass punk your chick thinks im a hunk,im like the the big bad wolf when I
huff and I puff and blow your flow down you already know that your to
slow for me now,so take it down a nauch,don't get caught up in
bunch,cause ill leave with a hunch,so lay on the couch, I just made you
play taps,so take a little nap, cause I spat this shit out

Its midnight

2009-07-06T00:06:00.001-07:00

See even I can hit.
This night. With no limits.
Your pigment.
That's tipsy.
Take a trip.
Just don't flip.
My lips.
Mind so icky.
Tricky state.
Take it to another limit.
Don't be timid.
Its midnight.

Gambler

2009-07-05T09:08:00.001-07:00

"You thought you could gamble played with the hearts got the spades now
you got straight flushed"

Sins are a fin

2009-07-05T09:07:00.001-07:00

"Filled with sins this life for me is a fin when I get pinned im a bin
and im wasted"

Dev

2009-07-05T09:06:00.000-07:00

No one on the corner gotta swagger like dev.
Cause you know im such a vet.
When I pull up all the shawtys go like hey.
Im such a big pay when I make ya day.
All ya wana do is stay.
Cause im so fresh being so appealing.
Making you wana feel my flesh.
Cause im so fresh like fabreeze shyt.
Bringing the breeze cause im such a weatherman.
Take me on ill make you go back to feather weight.

The profession

2009-07-03T21:28:00.001-07:00

The profession you did.
When you whispered in my ear.
That blistered my heart.
Was a confession.
Of the passion we once had.
That ended like a session.
The impression you left.
On this face that my pressure.
To find a fresh start.
Looking for new flesh.
To replenish my soul.
That was left foul.
From your memories.

The ganja

2009-07-03T20:25:00.001-07:00

The ganja that makes me play the banjo.
What a danger when your playing with dingo.
Just don't call bingo you ding dong.
This bong sings a song.
You just want to jam to.
And amp it and turn the lamps on.
You'd be pissing your ass off in these pampers.
You don't want to tamper with my shit.
This piff is on some sniffing shit.
Make you come back for more like crack head.
Make you have a black out.
And whack off.
Cause your mind just got hacked.
By my mac.

This crush

2009-07-03T20:12:00.001-07:00

This crush.
That makes me blush.
When I hush.
All I think is about mushy stuff.
The day I tell you to shush.
And brush your tears away.
I will tell you the love.
I will struggle to get.
Because your the only one.
When I hear your voice.
On the phone.
I rejoice.
Because I love you so.

This ivy

2009-07-03T20:00:00.001-07:00

This ivy.
That thrives an itch.
That's make me wine like a bitch.
All I can do is sit.
And make fits.
This fist.
I make cause im pissed.
Want to scratch.
But all I can is watch.
As they hatch and spread.
Leading itch all around.
Throwing myself to the ground.
You have won this round.

A musician

2009-06-24T19:34:00.001-07:00

Never dreaming.
How this wish.
Would come true.
The flute I play.
Is of truth.
For I blow.
And melody.
Plays.
Notes of hope.
Composed.
By the imposed.
posing songs.
So long.
Orchestra.
Follow my flow.
That is so hollow.
And mellow.
I am a musician.

Is it fair

2009-06-24T19:33:00.001-07:00

Is it fair.
That the air that I breath.
Is also the joy.
I get from your face.
That makes my heart pace.
Like a shoe lace.
This bond we have.
That is so fond.
Is tied and.
Sweet like pie.
Beneath it all.
Without you death.
Seems pleadable.

For what its worth

2009-06-23T10:48:00.001-07:00

For what its worth.
Bring forth.
That thought.
Of having fought.
Through it all.
Under it all.
Now above it.
To move forward.
And never look.
Backwards.
Towards a new beginning.
With you.

We are

2009-06-23T10:46:00.001-07:00

Once I think.
I blink.
This link between us.
Is not caring.
Its something else.
More to explain.
The feeling.
That is revealing.
Is love.
Like a dove.
Released into the sky.
That flies.
And tries.
To send a message.
That I bend.
The truth is.
We are meant.
For each other.

I am the creature

2009-06-23T10:44:00.001-07:00

I am the creature.
That dwells in hell.
With the features.
Of inflicting death.
Drawn by the beast.
Inside of me.
I unleash this fury.
That's buries.
The most brutal.
Unleashing this raw.
Power that draws.
The pain inside of me.

Vike

2009-06-20T21:18:00.001-07:00

Vike.
You will like.
You don't need Dr Phil.
All you need is this pill.
To fulfill your hike.
Up a hill.
This pill isn't.
That many bills.
The chills.
you will get.
So come on.
Let this flow.
It will go by slow.

Until I met you

2009-06-20T21:09:00.001-07:00

To love you.
Since the very beginning.
Face to face.
I traced your lips.
The glimpse.
Of your lips.
That doesn't slip my mind.
To find my way inside of you.
To be by your side.
And slide my hand on yours.
The ties that bind us.
This love was blind.
Until I met you.

Amen to this omen

2009-06-20T20:51:00.000-07:00

For all of you out there.
I just woke from my slumber.
So sober.
Just had dream.
And yes it is a threat.
So say amen to this omen.
You hatters say I got no talent.
Saying I need a mentor.
But that's just a metaphor.
Your just an object in my project.
So go make pretend you set trends.
Before I bend your friends.
Im such a fiend.
I just don't care anymore.
Nigga nothings fair anymore.
Once I raise just praise it.
I hate this,serving the plates.
Because my rhymes are so fresh.
What a pressure.
To be expected with the best.
This is no test and if it was.
You'd fail.
Put me in a jail cell but ill just bail.
When I get out of this hell.
Ill tail you with my ferrari.
This is for real motherfucker.
Just try me.
Don't bribe me this pride inside of me.
Lights up like the explosions.
I expose in this field of war.
So gir bitch.
This shyt is done.
None of this shit ever started.
It just parted like the feeling of fear.
That was never near my soul.
Your so foul I scored this goal.

Its done

2009-06-18T18:57:00.001-07:00

Since the very.
First moment.
I gazed at you.
I could tell one thing.
The blaze.
That sparked.
A flare of hope.
For this dope.
Was in the best joint.
I ever rolled.
Now so restless.
I stand breathless.
Back to reality.
I can feel gravity.
What a tragedy.
This high.
Feels so right.
Im tight.
The weed.
I feed on.
Is so done.
Now this bong.
Like a song.
Is done.

Lyrical whack off

2009-06-18T06:19:00.001-07:00

You lyrical whack off kick back and relax yo.
Here spit in the bucket you fuck off.
No one does it better than me.
You can try so shoot it here.
Hear me terrorize leave you petrified.
Make you sweat and throw the beat down.
Put your feat to the ground you aint real.
Feal the fear that pierces.
Im so fierce I chirp like a bird above all.
I drop the words like scramble.
Wanna rumble drum roll please.
I Don't tease im the big cheese.
If I get ahold of you im gonna make you say please.
So with ease please you know im a beast.
So don't test you pest.
Repping east coast all day long.
Nyc were you wana be.
Your home boy.D.o.m.
Doming and staying true.
So brutal when I shoot it.
Pop lock and cock it.
Fuck it good luck man.
Ima rip you up make you drip.

Your a blessing

2009-06-14T21:30:00.001-07:00

Your a blessing.
Im so fond of you.
The bond.
That binds us.
The face you make.
That makes my heart pace.
the race of joy.
I get when you say hello.
The mellow feeling.
I get from your smile.
This feeling in me.
Let me share it.
For you.
I care.

Jesse poem =]

2009-06-13T21:04:00.001-07:00

If you only knew.
How much.
Of a blessing.
You are Jesse.
The smile I get.
When you say hey.
And the sorrow I get.
When you say tomorrow.
For a pretty girl.
Your pretty down to earth.
Such a pure heart.
A model.
With a bundle of fun.
The rejoice.
When I hear your voice.
The face you have.
That makes a guys heart pace.
The comfort I get.
When you ask what's wrong?
The happiness I got.
Since I knew you.

If I die

2009-06-13T19:57:00.000-07:00

If I die today.
The ties that bind me.
Wouldn't matter.
This never ending ladder.
That shattered.
And made me fall harder.
Every time I got up.
I would fall back down.
This shank.
Jammed in my heart..
Tearing it.
To its last tissue.
The issues.
That hurt me are you.

Give me one chance

2009-06-13T19:56:00.001-07:00

Give me one chance.
To enhance our love.
This distance.
For instance.
The instant.
The distant
Mile I traveled.
To unravel.
This feeling
That's peeling.
And healing.
My scars.
So far.
And yet so close.
To grasp your love.
Is my goal.

Bacardi

2009-06-12T19:20:00.001-07:00

Bacardi feeling tardy and funky.
You punk.
Get drunk to score a dunk.
You bum go hum.
This pun is no fun.
Fool me guess again.
Ill drown you in a pool.
Of my tears.
Fear them now.
Bitch.
Pow there goes your jaw.
Paws up.
Yeah you dog.
God damn.
While I cry.
Your face is dry.
What the fuck.
Now your fried.
Tired.
Mother fucker ducking.
All my buckets of pain.
What a bastard.
Your such a lard.
Filled with tar.
Get under my car
Yeah chain me up.
What a pain.
This is faint.
Wana paint.
Yeah hide it.
Just bite it.
This rear.
Yah hear.
Wana pay.
Yah gay.
Yeah back to the street boy.
What a joy.
Feeling cool.
When you drool
You baboon.
Such a bafoon.
Treat me bad.
Be glad.
You aint bagged up.
You fag.
Go jog you hog.
In this fog.
Such a frog.
Go hop and hope.
The dope got you soap.
Ewww that foam what a dome.
Your home.
Such a doom.
Get a broom you witch.
What a bitch.
Get in a ditch.
Before I pitch.
A fist and make ya twist.

Over the clouds

2009-06-12T19:16:00.001-07:00

To take you
Over the clouds
And to
Cuddle
Over the
Horizon of the sun
Give me the stare
Give me the look
That brings a smile
On my face
And the desire
That lights
The flare
Of hope
In my heart

Now so alone

2009-06-12T19:15:00.001-07:00

I stand alone.
And were do I stand.
In this world with out colors.
Under the clouds.
Rain pours to.
drain away all the hope.
I have left in this world.
How do I describe.
This feeling.
This emptiness.
And no matter what.
Id feel the same way.
I do right now.
Under the gray clouds.
That pour and roar.
Showers of thunder.

Heart feeling

2009-06-07T21:54:00.001-07:00

My heart.
The rhythm.
You give it.
The beat.
The heat.
The warmness.
You give it.
Every pound.
Every ounce.
Of blood that.
Flows through my veins.
Is it vain.
To love you this much?